okays i've decided to blog again cos there's sooo much things running through my mind right now and also last nite, i was juz too lazy to come online and blog ystd nite..

14 jan 07, the date today. 14 jan 06 was the concert which i waited 4 years for, this point of time last year, we're all at the indoor staduim, anticipating the concert tt we've waited years for. ahzi's 06 concert, the concert which i tot would be the best i would ever had since 2002, but it turned out the other way instead.

the sound system suck, ahzi wasnt happy abt it, but she sang and performed well, the security sucks, totally. but i enjoyed her performance though, her 'the moment' and 'ti or or' send my tears flowing down, her ' wo ye ai ni men' at the end made me went crazy..

wah it all seems that it juz happened ystd, well its all memories. tears tend to flow when i listen to her sing ' the moment' live and the first person i would think of is queen, cos her tear glands start to be active at this time too. she cried in front of national tv years ago..haha

i cried even more badly after the concert, not cos i was too emotional, cos i was cheated, i was backstabbed, i went mad. shall not elaborate, 07 would be a better year.

14 jan 07, i've been in the fc for 4 and 1/2 years already. time flies damn quickly.. i would be 18 on 14 july 07, this marks my 5th year in fc too. i joined fc on 14 july 02 during 'leave' auto.. ups and downs in fc makes me think alot, but well, everyth is fine now, i wun bother much abt it.. afterall, all i wanna do, everyth tt i do is for ahzi ((:

was listening to 'start' album ystd and today, realise ahzi could sing el songs well, she should consider having an el album...ahahahah!

sometimes love just aint enough;

i don't wanna lose you, but i don't wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side.
and i don't wanna hate you, i don't wanna take you,
but i don't wanna be the one to cry.

and that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
but like a fool i keep losing my place
and i keep seeing you walk through that door.

but there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
there's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

now, i could never change you, i don't wanna blame you.
baby, you don't have to take the fall.
yes, i may have hurt you, but i did not desert you.
maybe i just wanna have it all.

it makes a sound like thunder,
it makes me feel like rain.
and like a fool who will never see the truth,
i keep thinking something's gonna change.

but there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
there's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

and there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone.
are there things that you wanted to say?
do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where i used to lay?

and there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
there's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.

do you feel me? do you know?

its a damn bloody nice song, the lyrics are so well written, ahzi sang it well ((:

jerr-
3:06 PM

oh i realise i haven been updating for a year! haha cos my last entry was at 2006?? hmmm it has been 12 days past 2007..

the new year has been alright..i suppose..

for the past week, its juz mktg mktg and more mktg projs.. finally its submitted today.. and there's still POM, ECONS, FNB, SOCIO and JAP to go.. wah i realise its still ALOT..

i've been sick for the past week too.. haha very sick.. with me acting like merlion, migraines, throat infection, flu and gastric flu.. woah.. i manage to survive, i didnt die!! kinda alright now, juz tt i've been coughing my lungs out and i sound damn sexy with my low manly voice..

i'm still alive now. ((:

presentation nxt week, more projs deadline to meet, more challenges to come, more happy things to look forward to (i hope!),

i'm not good at words, i've lots of things to say out, but i juz dunno how to put it in words over here, i guess everyone would tend to think alot when they are alone in the room, with only the sound of rain dropping ontoo your window pane and the sound of the air con blowing cold air out. i dunno, but i guess i'm one of them, cos i'm thinkin alot now abt tons of things.

how would it be if there isnt love in this world? no friendships, no love, no care, nth?

oh! and i told my mum a joke, well not really a joke, but juz sth tt came to my mind. i told her i'll marry anyone who buys me a big bear that is up to my wasit level and sings 'dou shi ni' from guang liang to me.. haha, and she says i'm mad.. lol..

想念的心装满的都是你， 我的钢琴弹奏的都是你，我的日记写满的都是你的名

the song is really touching, and its bad when u only have one person in mind when u're listening to this song, throughout the entire song, u'll wish tt tt special one would sing/ tell this to you only. onlyhim..

heh dun worry, i aint gettin too emo or sth, but i'll always need an ans for everyth although i know some things will nv have one..

tata, i shall end, medicine is making me drowsy, there's mktg lec tmr morning!

its a new start gal ((:

jerr-
10:52 PM